{"id":2717,"date":"2022-07-09T05:34:44","date_gmt":"2022-07-09T05:34:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pannamu.org\/?p=2717"},"modified":"2022-07-31T04:45:42","modified_gmt":"2022-07-31T04:45:42","slug":"someday-youll-understand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pannamu.org\/index.php\/2022\/07\/09\/someday-youll-understand\/","title":{"rendered":"Someday you&#8217;ll understand"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-style-default\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"720\" height=\"405\" src=\"https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2718\" srcset=\"https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n.jpg 720w, https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n-366x205.jpg 366w, https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n-534x300.jpg 534w, https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n-165x92.jpg 165w, https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n-249x140.jpg 249w, https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n-232x130.jpg 232w, https:\/\/pannamu.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/292930088_3251771571750326_2214777853488714148_n-344x193.jpg 344w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Someday you\u2019ll understand the blisters on my feet from walking miles with you in my arms, while you cried for me to put you down. You\u2019ll understand why we were only having one meal a day and why the school van never came. You\u2019ll understand why we couldn\u2019t stay home, while others took to the streets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Someday you\u2019ll understand why I wrapped my arms around you to protect you from the howling winds instead of taking you home. You\u2019ll understand why I could only give you water while we sat on the cold pavement with nothing to eat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Someday you\u2019ll understand why my heart was beating faster, holding you close as the police uncles surrounded us. Why I was shielding you from the people I had taught you were there to protect us. Someday you\u2019ll understand my son that those shields and masks were to save themselves not us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Someday you\u2019ll understand why I lost my voice fighting for our country with you straddled to my hip. Someday you&#8217;ll understand the pain behind the loud cries of GO HOME GOTA keeping you awake as I tried to rock you to sleep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Someday you\u2019ll understand my son that I wasn\u2019t fighting for me. I wasn&#8217;t fighting because I was hungry or cold or tired. I was fighting for my country, for my people and for you.&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Someday you\u2019ll understand the blisters on my feet from walking miles with you in my arms, while you cried for me to put you down. You\u2019ll understand why we were only having one meal a day and why the school van never came. 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